runaway scream

moved.

2011-04-13T18:41:00.002+08:00

smashgoescrash@blogspot

don't fade away

2011-04-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

makes me think of you c ;)

okay hiiiiiii. eilts test tml pray hard gotta pray hard.
school starts on th 18th apr! which is, right after my bday lol.
not really good not really good.
im going t be a dj when i grow up ;) ahahahah.
andddd, payday tdy! short date w b & I FORGOTTEN T PASS HER THE DORAEMON CHOCO + CHOCO. blame on how fucking forgetful i get to be. sighzxzxzx.

on a lighter note, date w my fav girls on tues &steamboat on thurs/fri! (Y)
and btw, got pranked by baby GONNA SMACK HER ON TUES HAHAHA.
okay enough of caps locking.

IM FAT.
love my bitch like fucking maximumzzzzzzz.
-insert blue, green, yellow, pink, red, sparkling heart-

2011-03-22T15:16:00.002+08:00

the best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.
it’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments.
it’s when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs and random kisses.
it’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile.
it’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems.
it’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

i dont think i can really survive not contacting b like th whole day lah :(
karma will punch whoever the fuck that took her phone @:

2011-03-15T12:00:00.003+08:00

gave C a surprise yst, bought her fav heels tho i know tht giving heels wasn't a good thing so oh welllllllzxzx 5cents back ;) ahahah.
meeting up w her ltr! love you k bitch ;*

on a lighter note, study date w ally on thurs! hope it'll be productive okay baizx.
mizz my fav girls :( ym,s,wq,sl,hy. fucking xcited for apr.

If i ever make fun of you,

2011-03-11T02:28:00.002+08:00

it means that my feelings for you are starting to adjust.
I’m getting comfortable around you that I could call you names, diss you a few times; ‘cause I’m starting to get used to you. I hope you won’t take it personal,
because you know that I won’t hurt your feelings or ever be disrespectful towards you. It doesn’t make sense, but this is a way for me to show you that
I’m starting to get attached to you.

love you qt ;->

don't want an ending

2011-03-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

ielts test is scaring me out. i'm not quite ready for this.
wellll i've not been writing compo for ages so i guess im not really good at it :(
& listening? my mind tends to wander off somewhere y'know hahahah.
okay quit it.
anyw, study sessons w ally next week!

i craves for
starbucks
magnum
doughnut
strawberries
marshmellowzzzz

2011-02-26T01:15:00.003+08:00

:)

im suppose t be sleeping now but tumblr's keeping me awake. okay that's not a really good reaon :(
body clock's screwed = draining out tmr.
okay im in the midst of posting just naozzz & my lappy just had this 'blue screen' thing.
-gahhhhhh. fuck. a.l.w.a.y.s crashing.
work tmr!

im not good with words, always J:

you jump, i jump

2011-02-25T02:13:00.004+08:00

okay i guess i'll include someeee chinese songs first ;> just for a few days!
work was (Y) HAHAH ^^^^^^
th aunty tht i worked w, tbt srsly @: her mood's like forever fluctuating.

on another note, lunch @ sakae tmr kekekekez.
cha soba sushi salmonzzzzzzzz 8-)

2011-02-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

'I want to be with you, i just want to be with you. If i could hold your hand for the rest of my life, i would never be scared again. i want to hold you tight & i want to tell you every second how much you mean to me because nobody has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you and make you smile, just like how you make me smile.'

do i cross your mind?

2011-02-21T01:03:00.003+08:00

sad songs make me feel emotional lol.
note to self ; be happy ^^^^^^

im ald feeling really excited for th course i wanna take at mdis! but not to expect too much cuz some things would still be disappointing i guess. it's 122 & im starving @:
cup noodles choc ice cream snacks................
shall crash now! need t stop straining my eyezxzxz

hi i wurves caramel (Y) ;>

am i the one trying or?

sparks

2011-02-18T19:07:00.004+08:00

im so tiredddddddddddddddddd :(
i got so bored at work & i start doing roses kekekez oh well not so bad i guess? :)
soooooo excited for apr, ahahahah.
feels like cooking something nao............

fuck i need t save up money.

Just shout whenever, And I'll be there

2011-02-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

'It's amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence,
and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant.
Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love.
It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again,
even if they don't know it.'

2011-02-12T00:18:00.001+08:00

2011-02-10T17:45:00.004+08:00

work ended at 330 & i'm so drained up now gawdzxzx.
i feel rather annoyed @:

2011-02-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

sooo 4 days of cny are over! fuck fast lah i think i'll be getting monday double up blues ald lol. don't you think sometimes we'll feel sad for no fucking reason?
anyw got my pay! quite satisfied. i always had this urge to spend my $$$ lol darn.

marked 135 im suppose to upload the photos & im procrastinating .........

2011-01-28T18:50:00.002+08:00

snip off fringe! tho im kindf not used t it yet lol. work tmr! & did i mention graduation ceremony's on feb 16! okay idk what t wear zen me ban :( i want to eat mars now ^^
wl damm tired :(

2011-01-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

'I hate being so fragile. I hate taking everything so personally. i hate the littlest things get to me more than the things that should actually matters.'

idk how much longer i can survive thru all these shits.
fml.

Insecure mess

2011-01-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

LOL.

all th foods i'm eating, guess i can forget about going on a diet ald. ice cream chocolates laksa w all th fucking oily foods. anyw, full day tmrrrr! kindf dread for it idw t wake up earlyyyy ):
nong hours ahead idk how t survive alr ahahahah.
i hope i'm not getting addicted t coffee since it's really really not good for health?
y'know idw t have yellow-ishy teeth :(
fuck i want starbucks now HAHAH
k ending off! caramel's awesome (Y)

unwritten scars

2011-01-18T00:22:00.004+08:00

Don't sugar-coat anything.
I want to hear your truth, no matter how raw & blunt it is.
I want to hear your thoughts, uncensored & un-edited.

you reap what you sow

2011-01-14T00:36:00.003+08:00

i think making wishes on 11.11/00.00 are plain stupid.
if this would be th way ppl would be depending on every single little thing on wishes.
well def it isn't wrong t believe in something.
you might think some wishes prob did came true
but have you thot that once you're really happy about it,
high expections, assuming, at the end of th day you'll still be disappointed.

think it as buying some lottery, you depend on luck, & well you prob win once or twice.
got addicted t it, buy it over &over again, at th end of th day you'll still be disappointed.
if everybody would t be depending on these,
fuck and die this world's a goner ald.

this post sounds queer lol

2011-01-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

I miss all the little things.

its 1.04 now & im really really really tired but idw t sleep :(
mee siam for lunch, & mee siam for dinner HAHAH.
i hope this isn't counted as fat?!
need t be thin need t be thin. i kindf hate th fact that i can't grow taller anymore..
hahahaha k need t sleep!

2011-01-02T12:27:00.002+08:00

my gpa fucks my day up on 31th but not forgetting new year's on th next day lol.
so i guess i kindf wasted 2010 but well, its over rightttt.
contemplating t take mass comm at mdis so n's cert, i'm counting on you!

unplanned moments

2010-12-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

i feel xcited nervous scared for th results, how nowww :<
though i wanted t know it really really badly sighhhhhhh.
interview tmr well hope it goes on well! it will, right? :)

need to sleep!
fuck idk'w im still hungry

heartbreak down

2010-12-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

caught 9pm show super exciting okay & realising tang ying acted twice on how she was on th verge of dying ald lol. anyw idk what t elaborate bout now, life's fine i guess.
i wanted t go overseas v v v badly :(
maybe something like maltives hehehe (Y)

okay i've got no idea what to do now SIGHHH.

2010-12-22T17:47:00.002+08:00

'Because in every r/s there comes a point when the damage is too much & no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Cuz you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.'

we stand for something

2010-12-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

okay its raining soon :O
anyw 2011 pleez be kind, forget th past move on be happy & fats, OUT.
10 more days, fuckkkkk idw :(

i wanna rip myself apart i feel so bored !@#$%^# :@

give it a change

2010-12-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

okay i'm suppose t start sleeping ald i'm growing on weight wl :@
anyw sissy's bday yst :J
celebration was nice but well not really cuz of her fever):

i like holidays, but cuz of how repetitive it gets t be by staying at home ;
sleep eat sleep eat . FML -'-
& th next moment when friends meet me up,
'WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU'.
HAHAHAH. idl my cheeks, really. so fat like fuck.
anybody tell me how t burn fats on cheek pleez.
i can't just bounce ard literally everyday rightttt
this sound so stupid lol lol lol

okay this post sounds a lil cranky HAHAH
ending now :J

2010-12-09T18:49:00.002+08:00

nice song :J ahahahah ^^
okay this band, resembles like someoneeee, in fact, 3!

2010-12-09T02:01:00.003+08:00

i'm sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy but its holiday i should spend more time on it HAHAH.
stupid post.
can i go maltives? J:

not goodbyes

2010-12-08T00:47:00.003+08:00

i swear beo's getting on my nerves :@ on th edge of giving up ald.
like no matter how much it start t pop-burst brain cells,
ITS NOT HELPING.
okay anyw, 1 paper down lol.
sleep soon!

6211.) I love you. Sometimes i wish you would realize that, but then again, I'm afraid the realization will ruin our friendship.

went from butterflies t bees

2010-12-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

okay i need t start studying really really soon!
well 2-3 more days.. sighzzzz i'm not exactly prepare for it though.
sore eye & some teribble stomach pain, idl :(
anyw changed blog's songs! (Y) ahahahah
i love tumblr &jellies :J

415. Maybe it was wrong of me to think that i could keep you.

2010-12-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

2010-12-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

photos! sculpture walk was g.r.e.a.t ;

fav part, jump shot! (Y)

HILARIOUS TTM HAHAHAHA LOVE YOU GUYS! :J

2010-11-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

26/11! photossssssss! (Y) ♥

- decorations for cake
- surpries for ahli
- chompx2 for dinner (Y)x123
-frolicks!
- kbox (Y)
HAHAHA

okay there are suppose t be more photos but i'll post these up first.
11 dec! heheheheheh.
okay byeeeeee ^^

2010-11-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

S.M. THE BALLAD!

Prob watching this ltr :)) minho!

Hold me, cuz i am.

2010-11-25T01:17:00.003+08:00

It's like i wanted this to stay. cuz no matter how hard i'd try t bring this away,
at th end of the day, these feelings still grew.

marked 121 nowwww, ufc paper was alright i suppose. well i hope so.
i feel like i'm catching some sort of flu/fever ald pleez don't not now.
why am i always feeling so tired..
NEED TO SLEEEEPPPP.

2010-11-23T01:34:00.003+08:00

I hate people that ditch me for better company.
I hate people that don’t take into account how I’ll feel.
I hate people that only vent to me, and when I try to reciprocate they change the subject.
I hate people that are fake to their friends in the bad way,
in the way that they talk shit behind their backs and still act like bff irl. -'-

candiesss

2010-11-19T15:36:00.007+08:00

This will def be a special post :) okay i knw i looked like silly/crazy HAHAHAH

you're reading this now & i'm listening to your blog's songs!
though its been only a month, but but but happy 1st! :))
y'know idc if its 12345 months, cuz it still meant t be special, isn't it? :) heehehee.

i like to make you annoy, how you scold me &how i back off w my head going down ):
we had our lil arm wrestling & you'll say, 'stoppp!' HAHAH :D
you'll whine like some kid when you don't get something that you really like, &you'll smile whenever stitch/salmon/jellies/mochi caught your eyes, but def more than that!

i love how i feel tht i'm comfortable when i'm w you,
i love that we have the same sense of humour,
i love how you make me burst into laughters, cuz you're really funny t me :)
i love the way you draw, the way you're playing th guitar :)
i love that i was able to know you, -smileeeeeee :))

y'know i'll stand by you even through the worst of times.
i like how you meant so special to me, that i'll box anyone who'll disturb you :@
HAHAHA :D
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are.
and when you smile, i stop for awhile, cuz there's not a thing that i would want you to change, you're perfect just the way you are :)

:D:D:D
SMILING?! :D
happy 1st gs :))))
love you! <3

Shine a light on her

2010-11-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really really really hate naps cuz it makes me mad staying on bed w all the tossing &turning for hours. fuckup isnt it.
BUT THENNNN, naps are nice ahahaha.

okayyyyyyyyyy,
pe tmrrr. well kindf dread for it.
anyw 2011's nearingggg! (L). th time on 2010 hrs ^^

G's not online now, it makes me feel weird cuz ..
she can makes me smile for hours :)
we could have late night chats which i absolutely extremely love.
she makes me smile
she makes me happy
she makes me giggle
HAHAHAHAH ^^

2010-11-15T15:45:00.003+08:00

okay btw, i had chicken pox in th past &the pills i had for th cure looks like this!
ahahaha.

tdy was awesome well idk'w :))
i think i found a job, okay that ain't about it.
cliques got it too(Y)

and now, I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR! ^^
xcited heheheh.
my first blog's song make me happyyyyyyyyyy.

photos!

2010-11-13T00:45:00.008+08:00

Serene's bday celebration!

i thinkkk the sushi's really really really kewte! ahahaha:)
awesome(Y)

HAHAHAHAH:D
okayyyy ending off here!

2010-11-09T11:15:00.003+08:00

To tell you the truth, I don’t have much to offer.
But I’ll still give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all.
I’ll give you late nights &smiles. Someone to talk to, someone to care for you, someone who will always be there. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on.
And if that’s not enough, just know you have all of me. I hope that’s enough.

5/11

2010-11-06T01:39:00.002+08:00

okay hiiii!
tdy was (Y) cuz i metup with this girl and she's none other than ....

(!!!)

had an awesome time i like i like ^^

she's the one that takes up w my bullshit, though it sounds really silly.
the one that i could laugh my jokes with, the one that says, 'jelliessss! mochi!' once she sees it! though we did get to meetup prolly 1-2 times a week, getting busy w stuffs or lessons ending late, but that's enough. and i know we're never drifting apart, or when we start by not contacting each other for days. but what matter is, you're here, & i'm here too.

'And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are.' ;D
SMILEEEEE ! I'M LOOKING AT YOU NOW ARE YOU SMILING?!:D
HEHEHEHE -WAVES !

2010-11-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for tmr it gets me sooooooooooo xcited!
& th enlarger stud fits perfectly ^,^v i'm contented enough okay bye!
i want to say yay so badly so i'll accomplish this v simple task now.
YAYYYYYYYY (!!!) HAHAHAH OKAY GONNA CRASH NIAO.

2010-11-02T01:33:00.002+08:00

kk hiiiiii.
i'm posting and updating mainly cuz of the photo HAHAHA^^
it describe how i feel andddd well, though it's just some short sentence but hey it means alot.
okay i'm tired and i think, i can stop charging phone ald?

andddddddddddd,
HAD AN AWESOME TIME ON MSN W GS.BF KEKEKEKEZ.
okay ending off niao bai :J

She got me

2010-10-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide, I like you

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe, you got me

Cause no matter what I do
my heart's filled with you.
Loves.

Notice me & you'll feel how i'd feel for you

2010-10-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

my scalp's really hurting & i find no reason why it really hurts. really really weird.
anyw great day tdy at uni studio!
i like the chicken rice y'know. yah its local food but its really nice. HAHAH.
okay pasta taste (Y) too!
revenge on the mummy's worth experiencing, creeps you off for once hahahahaa.
k enough for us's stuffs. anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
lessons tmr! i'm really dreading it...
the thoughts of waking up. SIGHZ.

2010-10-22T11:35:00.004+08:00

i need foods now. srsly.
like, TOM YUM RAMEN PLEEEZ? ):
okay this post is useless.

fuck, i'm so cold.

hung up in suspense

2010-10-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won't let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.

I wanted to tell you, but words don't make it right either.

life's fine, though sometimes it gets really really really boring.
in fact, REALLY BORED.
i had a sudden urge to go town, get lots of tops & shorts.
k the weather's pissing me off now :@
i need ice creammmmmmmmmmmmmm.
gelare & ben & jerry!

here to stay,

2010-10-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

I live life with simple rules.
I care for those who would also care.
maybe i can't give the best companionship, but i can treasure all good memories.

Feel it in your stare

2010-10-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

And I'll sing my heart out
'Til I have no breath and my voice is silenced
I'll sing my heart out
'Til there's nothing left and I have lost it all

I'll try my best to be strong

2010-10-05T01:56:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH FUCKING HILARIOUS.

fuck it.

2010-10-03T00:45:00.001+08:00

The hardest thing of being a friend with someone you love, you can't be jealous openly.

secret to my heart

2010-10-02T13:24:00.002+08:00

changed blog songs! ahaha okay contented again kekez.
I NEED TO GET MORE TANK TOPS SOON PLEASEEEEEE.
crap. hungry. k byebaiz.

" i wish you know, everything that i'm trying to tell you."

love.

2010-09-29T13:12:00.001+08:00

"I love you. You annoy me more than i ever thought possible. But i want to spend every irritating minute with you."

everything i need

2010-09-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

I feel you near don't let go say you always be here

Just like the song
you make me warm inside
like a soft summer breeze
a moment to see so true
I won't stop loving you

2010-09-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

I feel v v v drained up
i want to sleep i wanna sleep i need to sleep i gotta sleep pleaseee.
okay i got woken up by my nap yst & i thought it's time for school HAHAHA.

kkzbye.

2010-09-23T16:01:00.003+08:00

我想爱请给我机会
讲不听,也偏要爱.更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走. 你决定要不要陪我

):

2010-09-21T20:24:00.001+08:00

TWITTER'S GOING BONKERS SRSLY WTF.

fuck it baby.

2010-09-21T17:20:00.002+08:00

YAWWWWZ I'M BACK.
so once upon a time after some trillion billion years, changed th skinnn!
okay sound wrong ahahaha.
anyw songs 've been changed.
fucking contended HAHAHA.
hi ppl hand me some chocolates pleaseeeee :)

back to school tmr!
sore eye's getting much better kk thank kewwww -grinz.
K BYE.

happy.

2010-09-18T19:19:00.002+08:00

hiiii. i love guitar & piano :)

anyw blog is starting to bored me out. i'll start to update my lj often instead of using this space always.
i'm starving ): okay i always do ahahaha.
byeeeeeeeee.

I can say i'm not fond of anyone.
but what i really meant was, you.

ridin solo

2010-09-17T01:06:00.003+08:00

okay i realised i've metup w geyyyyyy 3 days in a row!
-grinz :D
anyw, jubeat &lunch w bbf tmr!
it's weekend soon, fassst.

15553.) She'll never know this is for her. The look in her eyes is piercing and her smile is breathtaking. I love you.

shush.

2010-09-14T10:48:00.000+08:00

2010-09-14T01:39:00.002+08:00

不管你有什么要求
我都愿意答应你

当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
都变甜美

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
爱上你有多幸运

Please don't let me go

2010-09-13T01:12:00.001+08:00

Where do I begin?
Should I tell you
How bad I need you now

My head is spinning all around
I waited so long
I need to know, What is on your mind

What I'm looking for is a sign
That you feel how I feel for you

2010-09-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

　诶可不可以买你的不快乐
　　只是想陪你吃饭看你笑笑听你最近好不好

诶可不可以买你的不快乐
　　我们一起坐车一起散步一起看电影好不好

　只是想关心你啊要你知道还有我在

2010-09-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

My heart's beating vigorously so why why why.
doing those simple things like running for 2-3 secs?
okay it just happened like recently.
not afraid but it's so uncomfortable it just makes me wanna die >:(

&then someday it just stop pumping &you'll see me lying on the street hahahaha.
k wtf byeeee.

If you knew.

2010-09-10T00:47:00.003+08:00

Pizza hut w friends tdy was awesome (Y)!
but i was angst w th darn service, okay not to talk about it.

holi tmr hawhawwwz.

Something always brings me back to you.

what's on your mind.

2010-09-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

lessons till 1 tmrrrrr!
I feel f drained up now it's like killing my mood i'm really sorry ppl for just some short reply :(
prolly grabbing some sleep at 12 ltr or earlier.
alrighttt toodlezxzx.

damm uncomfortable now urghz.
fever catching up?

2010-09-07T23:16:00.001+08:00

My cough is srsly killing me.

It's not just about the absence, but the presence.
♥

To:

2010-09-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday yeoyanmei (!!!) (L)

singing you a b'day song when midnight strikes, the long sms, those silly jokes, still worth it -grinz :D

Though you didn't take it t heart anymore w what i've did during those sec3 times,
but i'm really sorry):
for hurting you, making you cry, t upset you &broke your promises, lied to you.
thanks for forgiving me, really thanks :)

thankyou for listening to my craps, those nonsense i did, how silly i was,
loveyougeyyyy!!!

love your posts &your sms,
damm kewte !!! :D
geygay, always!

rmb when you ever need someone to talk to,
when you need to share your thoughts,
when you feels like crying, or laughing,
when you need those strengths &support,
gay's always here :)
I may not have the super powers nor ability to make everything perfect,
but i'll be here to make you feel better, :)
SMILE! :D

need to munch please.

2010-09-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so hungry &it's growling but that doesn't matter what matter is I'M GAINING WEIGHT againnnn which kindf depress me CUZ it's really a tough time burning those stubborn fats away PLUS w all the sinful indulgence i doubt it'll be productive.
-drained out face. gahh.

That's all it matter

2010-09-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPYYYYYY (!!!)

advance bday !

2010-09-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE 17TH B'DAY YEOYANMEI (!!!) ♥

&YES, we did surprise you ! kekekez.
hope you do love the gifts, &smile moreeee okay! -grinz.
Jaybeas always! (L)

although i've prank you, but afterall it's all worth it yes? ;D
those videos, &photos, those moments, was a blast i swear.
how we'll always hit one another, how we giggled.
YAY, LOVE YOU GEY !!!

DALUNG, DALUNG, DALUNG ~!
HAHAHAHAH :D

Love is short, forgetting is long.

2010-09-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

best thing about it by hurting my foot just. urgh.
meeting up w the usuals again tmr!
nothing much to eleborate about, I'M BORED.

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

Storm.

2010-09-03T01:19:00.001+08:00

how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
water's getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I'd see you
the storminess will turn to light

I know you didn't
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

Deal w this.

2010-09-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

guess i'll start grabbing some sleep after posting this up!
lessons tmr at 1 & koiiiiii w ym kekekez .
feels like heading back t sjc ...

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start

hugszxzxzxzx

2010-08-31T23:56:00.009+08:00

sjc, scape, cine, 313, oc w serene &ym ! -grinz :D

metup w sl at TB plaza! (L)

compass w hy yst! had dinnerrrrzzz ^^ .

OKAYYY DONE FOR THE PHOTOS!
elaborate more on lj naozz, byebaiiii :J

I'm out of here.

2010-08-30T01:19:00.002+08:00

note to self,
TO UPLOAD THE PHOTOS TMR (!!!)

marked 127 now & i think i should really start grabbing my sleep really really really soon.
kindf dreaded for lessons tmr cuz it'll be killin my sleeppppppp J:
a second thought, lesson's starting at 1 tmr!
yay i'm procrastinating my sleeping time now ahahah.
hi i love milo.

Reminisce back those times,
the feelings i did had back then.
I'm tired of the pain, you didn't notice.

& now, i've moved you away from my mind.

JAYBEAS!

2010-08-28T01:06:00.002+08:00

peeektures (!!!)

sjc, scape, cine, 313, oc tdy w ym &S!

mrs khoo: wht happen to your hair?!
'i drank salt yst night, drop my hair this morning!'
HAHAHAHAH -GRINZ.

wanted t catch another movie at cineee but then it's over 5, tsk.
dinner at suki sushi, shiokkkkz.
was gossiping &giggled like siaoz i swear. almost suffered from internal injuries HAHAH.
XMM! kekekekez.
oc for peektures, (L) the escalator, highhhhhhhhzzzzz.

marked 239 naoz. tireddd.
maybe elaborating more about it tmr! k byeaiiiz ^^ .

i know,

2010-08-27T12:11:00.002+08:00

12.12 ;
give me another sign, idk what t do now.

okay i should really start uploading the photos soon!
how nowwwww idk wht t wear for ltr :(
jacket?

Where am i heading to.

2010-08-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

i swear i had enough of grabbing sleeps tdy.
nap and nap and more nap, it's going crazy geez.
knowing the part of waking up early tmr makes me haaaaaaaaaaaaapy!
-grinzzzzzzzz.
k byebai.

i should stop thinking about this.

how i used to be.

2010-08-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

okay hi all. i think i should start going off to bed cuz i seem rather lifeless here or prolly feeling wayyyyy too bored. or was i running away from some thing that i don't wish to feel this way either.

anyw! caught stepup 3d w ym &S. all i could describe was, awesome!

a few mins back, caught up w some of those 2009 posts.
it actually sounded queer to know that i'd still miss those times back then even it seem rather horrendous? hahahah. idk`w.
y'know, idk if my emotions are feeling unstable now.
somehow it's like everything would come crashing down.
started being demented, it kills. I should really start to compel this feeling away.

2010-08-23T01:20:00.004+08:00

I had the first ever fuckup nightmare i had yst night.

CAN ANYBODY IMAGINE HOW YOUR BEST FRIENDS TALKING HAPPILY TO ONE ANOTHER & THEN FUCKING BID GOODBYES & GO TO SOME HIGH PLACE, SMILED, & JUMPED DOWN FROM THE BUILING ....
THE NEXT DAY, I WAS APPALLED CUZ THERE WERE SO MUCH BLOOD STAINS ...

am i getting too stress? urghz no sense.
I.cannot.get.that.fucking.scene.out.from.my.mind.
insane .

Life is like riding a bicycle.

2010-08-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

hahahahah so kewteee ^^

just took my med! cough cough cough idl .
kindf ran out of luck tdy, things spoiling there & here, :(
anyw! maxitune tdy for awhile still! hawhawww yahoooo.
parkway parade again tmr t celebrate granny`bday!

msn naoz w the usuals C:

even when you're not bothering,
i'll still be here.
I might not seem to care at times,
but you're still my favourite.

(Y) !

2010-08-21T15:22:00.002+08:00

HIIIIII.
I LOVE RED RAIN I LOVE RED RAIN I LOVE RED RAIN (!!!)
ANYBODY GOT THEIR ALBUM? ):
I WANNA GO HOGC !

change the speed of my heartbeat

2010-08-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

think i'll stop taking pills tmr aldddd. aint good.
maybe grabbing some sleep ard 1 tdy! or earlier? ahaha :J
haircut tdy, was alright ^^

I'M SO BORED :(((((((((((

"Best friends give you a feeling that no one else possibly can. Maybe thats why best friends fall in love. "
true, or not?

Goodbye never hurts, unless it's forever.

2010-08-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

getting drowsy by pill really do kills.
it's like draining your entire-being, killing those strength, messing up emotions at times, gradually transforming into a so-called zombieeee lol.
& then boom, there goes the bed.
srsly man, sucks ball.

anyw, updated tumblr! kekekezhawhawwwwz.
nothing much to do naoz, xcept browsing through some tumblr, &fb.
total sianz i swear.
feels damm damm damm damm lifeless ahahaha.

okay byeeeee lifeless post ^^

are we meant to be?

2010-08-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

damm drained up now. darn pills.
I think my emotions are all messup & idk`w. geez.
happy,sad,angry,peace,disappointed? ahhhhhhh.
getting some sleep soon i guess. prolly feeling better tmr.

feeling fuckup now, whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy >:c

2010-08-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

HI HI HI HI HI HI HI , I NEED TO SLEEP ALR.
FUCKING PILLS DRAINING ME OUT .
OKAY BYEEEEEEEE.

Love is contagious.

2010-08-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

posted on lj! hawhawwww.
kindf bored now though, but nvm, tumblr + twitter + fb + msn ! :J
UNIVERSAL STUDIO AGAIN PLEASEEEEE (!!!)

my nose's running like madshitz now, tissue tissue tissueeeeeee.
kekekez 1212 -grinzzzz ^^
need a wish right now ~

i like hersley'kisses, glad to have those:D
fuckkkk it, kimchi please!
had 2 bowls of rice for dinner, & I'M STILL HUNGRY NOW.
-SIGH. :(

Turning away.

2010-08-15T01:45:00.003+08:00

caught down w love again just! damm hilarious still & ella damm kewteeeeeez ^^ .
礼物's quite an emotional songgg. reminded me of scenes how jerry &her ex broke up.
tssk.

ANYW!!! fucking wants to get that sony X2, damm damm damm.
though idk if th phone's software would be good hahah.
marked 1.55 naoz, 5 more hours be4 going outttzzzzzzzz.
prawn noodles! hawhawwww .

I WANT MY TAUHUEY, AHH.

It's not over tonight.

2010-08-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

Won't go home without you

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

2010-08-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

back acheee! suckyyyy.
back to school tmrrrr, kindf in a holi mood, :(
anyw, msn &fb w ym naoz! hilarious hahah c:
my house is srsly getting creepy, cuz the tapwater just turned on by itself, wtshitz urgh.

tau hueyyyy please! kekekez.

I love you, but maybe, i guess you're starting to chase me away..

I'm trying to.

2010-08-09T13:46:00.003+08:00

My lungs are so weak, just fuckkk it.
smash it to pieces &let me dieeeeee okay ~
I feel extremely bored & there's nothing left for me to do :(
still craves for fruity pebbles though i munch on it like, practically everyday? hahah.
(Y) .

The weather's so fuckingggggggggggg HOT, can't stand.
some unrealistic thoughts thinking it would snow at sg, how niceeee.
but sadly there's only sunny & rainy days, so sianz right.
we should complain &let the goverment do some hand-made weather, HAHA.
okay fuckk, so random. I know i'm lame, so just stfu ^^ .

I should not have do this.

Stay like this.

2010-08-09T01:11:00.002+08:00

posted on lj! bored now :(
idl myself idl myself idl myself .
I still wants to get a guinea pig/hamster :((

I'm sorry if i'd hurt you.
i don't mean to lead you this way, please don't torture youself.
You deserve someone better, really. I've got so much flaws, and i hate it.
My heart's with someone, & i can't just run away from it.
You deserve someone who would love you whole-heartedly.
I'm not the one for you .. please stay happy.. alright?

I'm sorry, It's my mistake. i didn't notice things will turn out this way.. :(

Nobody's here.

2010-08-08T01:38:00.003+08:00

Howwwww. I don't feel sleepy!
watching some of the ep preview of hi my sweetheart again nowww.
(L) the songs, fucking love it.
lazy to update moreee, okay toodleszxzx.

Maybe, I need to step out of it.

to the girl, stop thinking this way.. Don't.

2010-08-07T01:25:00.001+08:00

I'm tired, but i can't get to sleep.

Just once more.

2010-08-05T21:09:00.001+08:00

Lady lady one more try, 再試著了解我的愛.
發不出聲音的感慨, 選擇作朋友的無奈 .

Maybe update on lj/tumblr ltr, byebaiz.

I need you here, really.

2010-08-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

我在等一个人, 在等我的永恒.

Hello you. As you're reading this post, i need to tell you, i do miss you.
It doesn't matter how and what ppl do talks about us, what matter is, I love you.
Do you know it really hurts when you don't bother much about us anymore? ):
I'm sorry for hurting you. I meant it as i'm posting this down now.

I swear, i feel like breaking down as i'm posting this down, i'm so stupid isnt it..?
rmb the roses, the things i bought for you, the times we spend together?
how we cried for one another, breaking down over and over again..

Dear you, i need you to know, even though all these memories didn't last till now,
But when those weeks, months &years would pass.
Those memories, will still be continue to stuck in my head.

I miss calling you baby, I miss everything about you.
No matter how many times i tell myself to give up on you, a part of me just wouldn't listen.

I'm sorry i lied to you, about my feelings, &all the broken promises.
I know the past will be the past, but i need you still.

i don't wish to be any superheroes, just to be the one to take away your pain.
You could hate me, but my feelings for you stay.
If you are happy without me would be the best, I'll try to walk out from your life :')
Baby... i love you.

太怕失去你, 所以連快樂裡, 都裝滿傷悲.